I am so fucking excited. I'm shaking. I dont think I have ever been so excited for a gig in my entire life. Seriously, I'm gonna explode.

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WTF is going on in our world!? I'm pissed!

So I don't know if you guys have heard the news about the shooting at the U.S army base at Fort Hood Texas that happened yesterday!? This one Afghan, American-borned citizen from Virginia, Major Nidal Malik Hasan, who's a psychiatrist...(how fuckin ironic!!) went and opened fire at the base, killing 13 and injuring 31. I guess he started the shooting at the check-in/check-out where soldiers go to get evaluated before they leave to Iraq or after they arrive from Iraq. I guess he then went to the room where a GRADUATION was being held, and he opened fire there too. Then a police officer, Kimberly Munley, met him face to face and they both exchanged shots to one another. At first, they were both presumed dead, but it's been said that that's not the case and that both her, Officer Munley, and him, Major Hasan, are still alive. Good thing is that she's in stable condition, but that son of a bitch is still alive, but in a comma. What would I do!? First, get as much out of him as possible, as much info and why he did what he did, and then put a fuckin bullet through his fuckin head, or put some poison on his IV solutions, or beat the shit out of him, or something, but kill that mother fucker at the end! it angers me, and it pains me, to know that these young soldiers had gone to iraq for 1, 2, 3, or how many fuckin years you want to say, SURVIVED the atrocities of war, and finally were glad that they had survived and were now coming back to see their families, kids, wives whatever FINALLY, and to have this puss-filled psychotic imbecilic fuck of a "psychiatrist" just come and take their lives away just like that!? That mother fucker deserves the worst!!! BITCH! they survived the fuckin war, god damn it, they made it through, and they were finally going to take a break from it ALL, JUST GET their little moment of peace for once IN A LONG TIME, and for what!? For what didn't happened to them over there, it happened HERE, in our own backyard!!! Fuck this guy! I hope he suffereS for what he did! I hope they kill that son of a bitch! You fucker! He killed a young woman, 3 MONTHS fuckin pregnant and had JUST come back from iraq 3 days ago, and can you imagine her? She's was probably all happy to know she was coming back home, to finally be able to see her husband, and probably excited about her soon-to-be-born baby and to have this pussy fuckhead end her life with a fuckin bullet!? FUCK YOU, that's bull! Or a guy who had JUST entered the military, didn't even have a year in it, and was about to be deployed, and he hadn't even gone to war yet, and this son of a bitch kills him!? I hope this Major...psychiatrist, whatever the fuck youwant to call him, fuckin dies and burns imn fuckimn hell! He deserves to fuckin be tortured and just die! Fuck human rights! Fuck doing shit in a mannerly, systematic order! Fuck putting him trhough the judicial sytem, FUCK all of 6those procedures, protocalls, fuck all of that! Just get the fuckin info out of him, get what you need, and just SHOOT that motherfuckin bitch in his own death bed! He's in a fuckin comma!? well i8 don't give a fuck, if he's stable, has a broken nail, is in a comma, is in pain, or whatever else he might fuckin have or be feeling, he deserves to fuckin die and burn! He took the lives of 13 peolpe, injured 31, so fuck him, just fuck him! Kill that mother fucker at once! THAT right there WILL be justice!!!

That is SO fucked up. I can't even... GODS. What the hell is WRONG with people?!?!?!!

^ I swear to god, i feel like saying so much more shit, so many "evil" things i wish would happen to that guy, that are going through my head! My sister and briother-in-law graduated from that Army Base at ft. hood texas, but that was already 5 years ago, but still, it's that SAME base! I don't know, so many fucked up things in my head right now, but god, i wish they could just shoot his whole body up, put a thousand bullets through his fuckin soul-less body, and i hope he just fuckin dies the most painful and worst way!!

EDIT: Oh, and ALSO today, the fuckin shooting at an Orlando, Fl. office building where this motherfucker killed 1 person and injured like 6 or something!? I swear, WTF is up with people!? Nobody can be fuckin safe anywhere, anymore! remember that tragic insident at Columbine High school!? Then the one at Virginia tech!?...and then the one at the Army Base yesterday!?...and now one at fuckin work!? What the fuck people!? we're not safe at school, at college, at an Army base, not even at work, or church, the fuckin toilet, or anywhere else!? Why, because when ONE psychotic motherfuckin asshole "feels" like he's/she's having a "bad" day, or their life has gone downspiral, or just blames everything in the world, or feels like taking out his/her anger on other people, all they're going to do now is bring a fuckin gun and shoot everything and everybody in sight just because!? Motherfucker, don't bring other people into your problems because it's not anyone's fault but yourself's! End your own fuckin life if you really want to, but don't end other people's lives then; not innocent people douchbag!!! You fucker!

Man, bullshit, our world isn't going to survive like this! 10 years from now, at least, something major is going to happen where we're all going to be fucked as a human race! We're all fuckin animals and beasts, cause civilization is fuckin over! (it's been over, actually...no fuckin hope whatsoever!)

I'M FUCKIN OUT! LATER...

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Oh god Well worth it though

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