Figured this might be a good idea. Specifically for rants and advice/comfort. We've all, at some point, brought something up in a different thread that got everyone off topic. So I thought I'd make a thread where we could get things that are bothering us in our lives off our chests. And also to provide cyber-hugs and advice.

We all seem to need this. Or, at least, everyone who posts in the General section xD If there's something that's bugging you, something you're depressed about, even just something that's been irritating the SHIT out of you, post it here, and let us love you

So, I think I'll start. And this is in second person, 'cause, after posting on forums so much, I think I've kind of forgotten how to write any other way. Plus, I wrote it a few days ago, and was gonna print it out and give it to him...but chose not to.


To the man I once called Father:

In your eyes, this is where I step out and become the most pathetic human being on the planet.
In mine, the strongest.

I've never found myself to have this much anger toward another person in my entire life. Not even towards my biological father.

You have unmasked how much of a
Manipulative
Hypocritical
Disgusting
Selfish
...and last but not least,
Spineless-- fool you can, and will continue to be.

The things you have said to me... The beatings you have bestowed upon me and my family.

-"You bust one more fucking thing in this house, so help me god I will bust your ass!" -- Ha! That would actually require you to get off your fat ass and actually find me. You're too lazy to hunt me down. The day I ran away-- when I packed my bags and left, I wanted, so badly, for you to come after me, show me that at lease one of my father figures cared. Three days, I was gone, and did you lift a finger? No. You didn't even call the cops. I doubt you tore your eyes from the television long enough to realize that I was even gone.

-"You better keep the friends you have now because you will never function properly in society." --Oh? And you do? Ha! I may not be the simple norm, but there are plenty of things I can do in this world where I will fit in just nicely. I know I have issues, but that won't keep me--like it has you--from becoming a contributing member of society. Your illness may very well be real, but so is mine, and at least I have the balls to accept it, instead of lying to myself every minute of every day. I'm tired of your pathetic excuses. No one wants to hear your voice anymore.

-"You better get ahead and go sleep on the streets now, you'll end up exactly like your father." --You mean "homeless"? Been there, done that... Didn't find it too appealing. I may have the same illness as my father but that does NOT mean that his fate is to be my own. I would NEVER let myself turn out ANYTHING like him! Never. Not after what he's done. If anyone is like their father in this house, it's you. You've become a cold hearted bastard. Congrats.

I may have a temper and accidentally put holes in walls, but at least I don't beat my spouse with a barstool. You raise you hand to us when your angry, beat us with words and with fists when you don't like our look, or what we have to say.

You call it discipline.

I call it abuse.


You're not the same man my mother fell in love with, nor are you the man I used to call Dad. You are so far gone, the only things you can say that come off as being semi-intelligent are always a repeat of what someone said only moments before.

I wish to the gods that mom would grow a backbone and leave you, illness or not-- you don't deserve an angel like her.

I swear to the same gods, that if you so much as look at her the wrong way, I will beat that brittle little ass of yours. I am aware I am a whole foot shorter than you, but there is this lovely little invention called a crowbar and there is one in the closet by the front door.

I'll give you pain that is real.

I'll teach you to be proper, a real gentleman.
Hell, you'll be holding the door open for me!
Ha!
I'll go to jail if it means protecting the woman the gave me life, and destroying the vile being that is taking her life away.

If Arcturus were still alive, you'd already be your cell mate's puppet. As though Rus wouldn't have beat you to a bloody pulp first anyway.

You'll pay.
Karma will hit you like a fucking bus, even if I have to push you in front of one to make it happen.

*hugs and snugs* Aww darling I dont know what to say that can make it better. I hope that you can get away I really do. I'll fly over in a WT bubble and we can live in that Surrounded by pics of Sharon <3

Just know I'm always here to give you cyber hugs and help the best I can. I know I dont know you well but I really do care for you.

This thread is a good idea.

Much love xxx

Aww honey *hugs*

I thought I had suffered abuse but there is no excuse for anyone to harm anyone that way. You don't deserve this Andy hun. You are such a good person. *hugs*

People don't care about child neglect. Neglected children always had the 'perfect' childhood. Yeah they got food and somewhere to live. But who cares about that when no-one ever loves them?

*huggles Andy* You and your family don't deserve that. :-(



I do need to rant a bit. Me and someone have been fighting and I'll share the messages and the rant.

Vantzyourule (21 hours ago)
K um..
why'd you lie to Meagan?

KayleighTheStrange2 (20 hours ago)
I'm a liar? Bullshit! I told her exactly what you told me. About how she was the "safety net" and you felt like going with her would hellp you get over Teana. I even said that you said you weren't "trying to" but as if anyone believes that. Because all you've done is bullshit people since we met you. So do me a favor Devante. Don't fucking talk to me.

Vantzyourule (10 hours ago)
whore.

KayleighTheStrange2 (5 minutes ago)
That was pathetic. You're a fucking fake and you get caught so I'm a whore. that makes perfect sense. How's this Devante; If you have a problem me say something to fucking face. Do something about it. Cause right now I'm laughing my ass off at you.

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Okay then. There are lots of things that people can call me and get away, but liar and fake are two that mean I'ma fuck someone up. That's the way I was raised, that's the way I think. This is someone who had the nerve to tell me that he was using one of my best friends and then when she broke up with him, he decided to call me the liar, because he has to seem cool and he knows that if this goes around he'll be fucked. Hell no. Now only I am going to kick him in the balls as hard I can, no one's gonna want to talk to his pathetic womanizing, perverted, pompous ass.

*hugs*

That lad sounds like a twat and if I was in your shoes I'd kick him in the balls too

I should probably say dont but when it's your best friend and the people you love I can only see to batter the shit out of someone. I hope he gets what he deserves.

xxx

I have to agree with Kellie on this one. This is one man that deserves to be kicked in the balls.

The fucker just threatened me.

*hugs both of you*
Tomorrow's gonna be a great day and that wasn't even sarcasm.

Oh yeah. Get him in the nads. *nods*

Tell him: "You are physically repulsive, intellectually retarded. You're morally reprehensible, vulgar, insensitive, selfish, STUPID. You have no taste, a lousy sense of humor, and, frankly, you happen to be the most annoying being I have ever come across in my ENTIRE life."

I've used it on numerous dumbasses. They get really confused at all the big words. Yups.

STUPID PEOPLE PISS ME OFF TO NO END.

Here's my rant for the day:

Actually I fail at ranting right now. I can't really put my thoughts into words...but I met this girl who really pissed me off cuz she said people in low income areas can't be as smart as people who come from "better" homes...Yeah I got so mad cuz I'm tired of people saying "that's how the world is" or thinking you can't escape a bad situation. That's exactually the mentality that screws people.

ARGH. I need stop waving my sword at shadows....

UGH! I HATE it when people say that!!!! It's so fucking ridiculous.

Amy that person is an idiot. ANYONE can succeed no matter what type of home they come from.

*hugs*

I think maybe being from 'low income' makes you want to suceed a lot more. You want to prove people wrong and you have to work your ass of to get it because nothing is handed to you on a plate.

I hate people looking down there noses at others. What makes them any better.

So I just spent most of this morning arguing with my dad. And I did last night when he chucked me off the computer at like ten to 11. Saying I should go to bed even though I get a lie in as I'm not in 6th form until 2. Aparently I get everything easy and just because I dropped IT I shouldnt be able to lie in. He just doesnt listen I need some sleep for the last 3 years I've had insomnia and I cant sleep so getting a lie in when I can is heaven.

Aparently I havent achieved anything and I'm a failure too. Even though I got decent AS level and I really couldnt of done any better. 2 of which will be re taken so I will get an A and a C. Aparently I didnt try at all last year because he didnt see me do anything. Well if he was ever here then he'd see that I do. But hes not I understand he needs to work but hes actually never here. Untill like 10 at night. He decides to pick fights at like 8 in the morning or 10 at night. Yeah I'm really in the best of moods then. Argue with me just before I go to school that'll put me in a great mood.

I dunno maybe I just get over angry and it all seems worse than it is but I dont need to be called a failure. Then he's trying to tell me I have low self confidence and low opinon of myself. Why is he telling me these things. Really makes me feel loads better.

I dunno it's all a bit much atm. He chucked me off the computer before I could leave my mate a message yesterday. So on his 2nd anniversary of his death I didnt manage to leave a message which has made me feel so guilty. I feel like it will seem like I forgot now. My Dad didnt know this of course but tbh he should really.

Seems silly now I've wrote it down but the hour or so long argument had me crying my eyes out. And I dont cry hardly ever.

*Huggles Kellie*

Sounds like me mum. She loves to tell me how to live, judge me and pick fights...nothing I do is ever good enough for her. And god forbid I say this to her cuz "I don't understnad her motivations..." ie she can say whatever she wants no mattter how it hurts me cuz she is my mum and loves me...most of our convos end with me hanging up.

SO MY DESK DRAWER WON'T CLOSE AND I COMPLAINED 5 DAYS AGO AND THEY STILL HAVEN'T FIXED IT. MY FOLDER WITH MY WT PICS IS BEHIND IT AND I WANTED THOSE ON MY WALL

Not too big of a deal but it is annoying...

Oh and at what I mentioned last night...People who think they are better than others are what i hate most. I went to Jr. High and High School with SO MANY people like that. They made me feel like shit cuz they'd just look at me and laugh or make comments or avoid me. WTF. Worse yet they'd be the ones who everyone liked and got the best opportunites.

this morning i was on rock bottom and then at 2:47 PM the bottom dropped out. the only reason i got up this morning...the only reason i dragged my miserable arse up at all, metiphorically punched me in the face. and other that than that i'm not sure i can get it out, like if i don't say it or type it...it's not true.

And Amy, I know what you. I live in a step above the ghetto of my city. I know that people look down at people look down at me and my friends but at the end of the day I can say 'fuck you' and spit in their faces, cause i've seen things go from horrible to so so so much better.

*HUggles Kayliegh* I'm so sorry you are having an awful day *sung* We're all here if and when you want to talk about it.

At my HS, there were a ton of kids who came from rich, "normal" families/ nice areas. Personally, I was from one of the crapper areas that fed into the dsitrict and lived only a few blocks from the border that would have sent me to a much poorer school. My HS was a very good one (though the one that is considered not as good as others in the district, that says a lot in and of itself). I was just telling this to my friend earlier...there was this one boy in praticular...he came from a rich family, had a huge house, was uber popular and all the teachers loved him. See I hated him...People like that have no idea about the reality and have no right to complain, which he always did....If I could go back to my last semester of HS, I would tell him off czu he has no idea what suffering is...now I don't want to sound bitter...But that is why I'm so into the concept of Overcoming. We can't control our situations, but the last thing we can do is play into them. In that though, I am a bit of a hypocrit.

But you know people who always had everything given to them are the ones who are less likely to succeed because they never had to work and can't imagine things not working out. In a way, I hope that boy falls flat on his face. He was always talking about how he was going to his expensive college with room service (I kid you not) and was going to get drunk every night. PFFT. Usually I don't like seeing people make bad choices but for him I make an acception.

Yeah.

*hugs* to you both.

I really do hate people who think they are better. Luckily theres not too many around me because we all realise we live in the same shithole and for a lot it's a dead end town. But theres still some who look down on you. What makes them any better. Just wait until 10 years later when you've suceeded and they are at the bottom.

*more hugs*

I'll succeed cuz I have so many reasons to fight for. I refuse to repeat any of the mistakes I've seen or let all the apathy/ crap rule the world.

You can make it out too, Kellie. Just set goals and work at it. If you say you are stuck, it will only be a self-fulfilling prophecy.