THE BEGINNINGS OF ME:
TODAYS DATE: July 7th, 2010.
MY NAME IS: Amy.
AND I CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON: January 5th, 1990
IN THE CITY/STATE OF: Chicago, Illinois.
THE DOCTOR YELLED: I wasn't delivered by a full-fledged doctor. I think it was some sort of resident so they didn't say anything due to fear most likely.
AND MY FAMILY RESPONDED WITH: Happiness? They should have been afraid though.
MY FAMILY CONSISTED OF: Parents and brother.
THE CURRENT ME:
NOW I RESIDE IN: Palos Hills/ Urbana, Illinois
WITH: Mum and brother.
MY HAIR IS NOW: NOT STRAIGHT. UGH.
AND MY EYES ARE: Their usual brown...
IVE GOTTEN TALLER TOO; IM : 5'3''
MY BODY IS BEST DESCRIBED AS: My body.
AS FAR AS TATTOOS GO: Not for me.
AND AS FOR PIERCINGS: Also not for me.
MY BEST FEATURE IS: Eyes? Facial expression? I've been told those are "funny."
IVE INHERITED MOST OF MY LOOKS FROM: Mother, defs.
AS FOR GLASSES/CONTACTS: Contacts.
AND MY SHOES ARE A SIZE: 8 US.
IM MOST COMFORTABLE WEARING: Jeans/ shorts and some sort of form fitting top.
MY LIKES/DISLIKES:
AS FAR AS SMOKING GOES: *coughcough* What did you say? I'm having an asthma attack...
AND AS FOR DRINKING: I'm afraid because the medicine I take says not to...
AND WHEN IT COMES TO DRUGS: They halt natural human creativity.
THINGS I LOOK FOR IN A MATE INCLUDE: Witt and devotion.
THINGS THAT WOULD TURN ME OFF INCLUDE: Maleness. Ignorance. Conservativeness (ism?).
MY LONGEST ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP SO FAR: A few months. Saved me from a poor painful one though.
IS THERE MARRIAGE IN MY FUTURE?: I've been told so.
MY FAVORITES:
FLOWER: Amaranthus.
FOOD: Pizza. Ice cream. Pancakes.
JUNK FOOD: Cake?
RESTAURANT: IHOP!
TYPE OF MUSIC: Symphonic Metal.
BAND/ARTIST: Within Temptation will always have my heart.
SONG: Utopia. Second would be Deconstruct by Epica.
NON-ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE: Diet Mountain Dew
ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE: *shrug*
ICE CREAM FLAVOR: Spoumoni. Oreo.
BOOK: Jessica Darling Series.
MAGAZINE: Oh I don't have one...
TV SHOW: The Rachel Maddow Show
SPORT: Swimming or hiking.
3 THINGS I JUST LOVE IN GENERAL: The English language. Deep, meaningful relationships. The Human Spirit. Yeah.
3 THINGS I CANT STAND: Apathy. Lies. Materialism.
MY FUTURE:
WHERE ID LIKE TO LIVE: A peaceful place with my love.
WHAT SIZE FAMILY ID LIKE TO HAVE: As many as I can love properly.
MY GOALS FOR THE NEXT YEAR INCLUDE: Get a high score on the GRE. Know where and for what exactly I want to go to Grad school for. Make the most out of my Europe Semester. Stay close to my friends. Leave the personal drama in the past.
MY GOALS FOR THE NEXT 5 YEARS INCLUDE: Okay. Let's see...I'll be 25.5 in five years. I hope to be in Grad school. I hope to be a professional writer of some sort.
MY WINNING PERSONALITY!:
HOW MUCH TIME DO YOU SPEND ONLINE DAILY? None when I'm busy. A lot when I'm thinking.
ARE YOU OBSESSIVE/COMPULSIVE? I obsess over things.
DO YOU TRUST EASILY? Kinda. Dispite everything.
DO YOU FORGIVE EASILY? Truly. No. Enough to move on. Yes.
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS? My mother, yes. Except when she frustrates me.
WITH OTHERS, IN GENERAL? Under the right circumstances.
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? Not living up to my potential/ expectations.
AND YOUR BIGGEST WEAKNESS? Fear of abandonment.
ARE YOU EASILY ANGERED? No! Except if your my mother.
HOW DO YOU VENT YOUR ANGER? Interalize it? Talk about it? Write about it? Avoid it?
ARE YOU DEPRESSED OFTEN? Not really. I get discouraged but not depressed. At least not when I'm doing what I want.
DO YOU OFTEN GET DESCRIBED AS A BITCH? Whoa, yeah. I get that one a lot. From stupid people.
ARE YOU:
SHY? Yeah. In a way.
TRUSTWORTHY? Yes.
NICE? Not really. I'm sorta a jerk.
MEAN? If I like you enough.
COMPASSIONATE? Far too.
CARING? Painfully.
HONEST? Yes and no. I'm so honest, I'm dishonest. I'm trying to be completely honest and open though.
FUNNY? This one I can definitively confirm.
FRIENDLY? I should be more.
SMART? I'm working on it.
SARCASTIC? HAH. No comment.
DEPENDABLE? Not as much as I need to be.
RELIGIOUS? I believe in God. I need to.
MATURE? Yeah, unless you really hit one of my major insecurities.
EMOTIONALLY STRONG? Fuck.
POLITE? It happens.
LAZY? Avoidant and indecisive.
OUTGOING? It happens.
POSITIVE? Hopelessly idealistic.
CONTROLLING? I can be...
STUBBORN? And independent.
ROMANTIC? Once you get past all my other thought...yes.
JEALOUS? Working on it.
INSECURE? Fuck.
PUNCTUAL? HAH.
RATIONAL? I'm getting much more rational.
TOLERANT OF OTHERS? Defs.
A FELON? =_= I've considered it. She'd probably like me more if I was....
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LAST PERSON WHO
1. Slept in your bed besides you? The kiwi.
2. Saw you cry: Family sadly...
3. Went to the movies with you? Kathy.
4. You went to the mall with? Kathy. Actually mother.
5. You went to dinner with? Family.
6. You talked on the phone? Alexis.
7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it? Alexis.
8. Broke your heart? Alex.
9. Made you laugh? Knowing me: myself.
WOULD YOU RATHER?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Nose, I guess. I've actually thought about it.
2. Be serious or be funny? Funny isn't a strong enough word.
3. Drink whole or skim milk? Skim!
4. Die in a fire or drown? I prefere to avoid such morbid thoughts.
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies? Mother? But if we're counting Sarah as my enemy, than enemies.
ARE YOU..
1. Simple or complicated? I'm complicatedly simple.
2. Gay? Only time will tell.
3. Hardcore? Me. Nah!
DO YOU PREFER. .
1. Flowers or candy? Flowers. The living kind.
2. Gray or black? Grey.
3. Color or Black and white photos? Color.
4. Lust or love? I hate lust. So much. It's haunting. I want deep, companionate love...sprinkled with lust, but only after I know I can be with the person.
5. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset.
6. M&Ms or Skittles? I don't like Skittles.
8. Staying up late or waking up early? Pondering life at 3am...
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY !!
1. Do you like anyone? Uh. I still think about Sarah too much.
2. Do they know it? FUCK NO.
DO YOU PREFER...
1. Sun or moon? Moon.
2. Winter or Fall? Fall!
3. Left or right? Left! Actually I should say 'right' since both -hers- are left handed, but when I think right, I think politics...
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? I'd settle for one best friend rather than 10 acquaintances.
5. Sun or rain? Sun.
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? TWIRL! WTF.
7. Vodka or Jack? Vodka, definitely.
ABOUT YOU!
1. What time is it? 10:34AM.
2. Name? Amy.
3. Nickname(s): Finn. Amus.
4. Where were you born? Northwestern Hospital in Chicago.
5. What is your birthdate? I've posted it.
6. What do you want? Right now? If I could have anything? To move on already.
7. Where do you want to live? Nederlands. In some fantasy of mine.
8. How many kids do you want? As many as I can love. Not biological though.
9. What would you want to name a girl? Amarantha. And then explain to her why her nickname can't be "Amy."
10. What would you want to name a boy? Finn. <--- Maybe. I'd consider it.
11. You want to get married? I think so.
UNIQUE!
1. Nervous Habits: Biting nails.
2. Are you double jointed? In the thumb.
3. Can you roll your tongue? I'm not that genetically gifted.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? Fuck no.
5. Can you cross your eyes? Yeahs. Really well.
6. Do you make your bed daily? Yeah and I fold my cloths too.
8. Which shoe goes on first? Whichever one I grab first.
9. Ever thrown one at someone? Ummm, no? I've had them thrown at me.
10. On the average, how much money do you carry with you? A few dollars.
11. What jewelry do you wear? Bracelet. Watch. Necklace.
OTHER
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? I don't eat long spaghetti very often.
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? Spam is a verb that means pollute the introwebs.
3. Favorite ice cream: Spoumoni.
4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet? Two.
5. What's your favorite beverage? Diet Soda.
7. Do you cook? Not well.
IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE YOU? (YES OR NO)
1. Had a b/f or g/f? Whoa, I wish!
2. Bought something you didn't need: Most certainly.
4. Sang in front of people: Goodness no!
5. Been kissed: Pfft, see number 1.
6. Been hugged: Yeah...by friends.
7. Felt stupid: Hah, all the time.
8. Missed someone: TONS.
9. Got drunk: Nope.
10. Got high: I think not.
11. Danced Crazy: I'm sure.
12. Gotten your hair cut: Maybe a little before a month ago.
13. Cried: Sadly.
14. Lied: Unfortunately.