The "I gotta get this off my chest" Thread

Oh gods, Kayleigh. *superdupersnug* I wish there was something I could do to fix it. More than anything, I do. I just wanna fix everyone's problems. I don't care about me. I love you guys *hug* Kayleigh, I know the very last thing you want to hear is "It's going to be OK", but it is. I'm still working on getting over Brennan. It's really hard to do when you love someone enough.

Kellie, I just wanna give you a hug and find you a lovely mate that'll be with you forever and ever and you'll always always love each other. I'll do it when I find her. Yups.

I want to give all of you hugs, bagels, and an advance copy of Black Symphony (which would be awesome) to make it all better. And anything else I could possibly do to melt these gods awful problems away. They suck ass I know. *hugs everyone*

NeonFishnets wrote:

Oh gods, Kayleigh. *superdupersnug* I wish there was something I could do to fix it. More than anything, I do. I just wanna fix everyone's problems. I don't care about me. I love you guys *hug* Kayleigh, I know the very last thing you want to hear is "It's going to be OK", but it is. I'm still working on getting over Brennan. It's really hard to do when you love someone enough.
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*huggles back*

I know this sounds like cliche b.s. but that's all I wanted to hear. No one ever tells me it's gonna be okay. I've never gotten that. Cause usually it's turns into some sort of plot...and that fails and then I'm not the only one crying and being miserable...

*huggle again*

And Leia *hugs* if it wasn't a seven hour drive to NC I'd take you up on that bagel.

Kayleigh, I'm in SC lol but I live on the border of NC. I'll call you up next time I get to come up to DC. Since it's close to Maryland.

Well...it's gonna be. I promise. If it's not, I will purchase you a ticket to Denver so you can come punch me in the face for lying to you.

*huggles Kayleigh* Again I've gathered your name off other posts I'm so sorry I wish I could take away the pain of it all. Like Andy said it will be okay eventually it will sort its self out

Awww Andy *huggles* thats so sweet Thats really cheered me up actually I'd bless you but you are all full up I wish I could fix everything for you too.

*hugs Leia* I've never had a bagel

I want to fly over and give you all hugs. Wheres my WT bubble

Bagels are teh awesome! I love chocolate chip ones with cream cheese on them. Mom has to keep me away from bagels at the grocery store.

Aww I want a bagel now. I didnt know they did chocolate chip ones. Next time I'm in Morrisons I'll be getting a bagel then And I will think of you

We'll just have a bagel day. I want a bagel

Yay bagel day.

A National WT bagel day. Would it be National???

More like Interational WT Bagel Day

Thats it Nationals just one country isnt it. Cant say I'm good on geographical anything. I didnt even realise Britain was the whole of Britian I thought it was just England I dont take much notice in stuff like that Like what country I'm in. Oh I sound like a dumbass know haha.

So International WT Bagel Day XD

*hugs* Kellie. Don't dumb yourself down it's ok to not know things.

Ok. So my situation. I'm finally getting into a new relationship. The problem is I still hold vulnerabilities from my last relationship. My ex is the crowned king of assholes. I was with him for a year and a half (on and off). It was perfect bliss in the beginning. Then it went to hell on earth. He had proposed and was saving for the ring. He had me planning the wedding. Then things just turned to shit. He became controlling, mentally abusive, always drunk, and everything became all about sex. I was ready to chuck him out the door and hope it hit him in the ass on the way out when I got dumped. He goes to dragon con when he had no money to go and comes back talking about this great girl. We are still together at the time imagine how I felt. Then two weeks later I get dumped over the fucking phone. The fucking coward. And his reasons were I made his life hell, I was self centered, and he needed to be single. Ummm...WHAT THE FUCK!?! We stopped going on dates, he would hardly tell anyone he was dating me, and all he wanted to do was drink and fuck. And he called me self centered....if I was naked he didn't find my presence necessary. I'm over the guy...except for maybe wanting to shove him off a roof. But the fact is I've fallen in love with someone else and I'm having the vulnerablity and trust issues from hell thanks to the previous asshole mentioned. He knows about my ex. He even offered to go hurt him for me. But it's my skeleton in the closet and my issue I need to learn to deal with. I don't want to lose what might be the best thing that ever happened to me because of old wounds.

*hugs*

I know it's going to be hard to trust someone else again but I'm sure your new guy really cares for you. Dont let your ex get in the way of something special. If he is worth it he will understand you having trust issues and work through it with you. If you explain to him I'm sure he will understand. If not we can all kick his ass I really hope your new relationship goes well

We'll all come over and push your ex off the roof.

*hugs*

Thanks. *hugs* Can it be a very high roof?

I hate it when people tell me I'm stupid and wasting my life and I need to do something better with my life and get a proper career and all my opinions are wrong. I don't want a career, all I want is to get married and it will never happen.

As high as you want

America has huge skyskrapers right?

Scar, people always enjoy butting in on each other's life. It's a never ending soap opera. But never say never. You are young. Things will happen in time. But stand your ground. You are smart, young, and beautiful. And I'm sure life has a lot to offer you. *hugs*

And yeah there are huge skyscrapers in America.

Scarygothgirl *hugs*

I'm sure you will get married

Dont listen to others who put you down.

Leia we can push him off one of them then

Englands buildings have nothing on Americas. I'd have to fly someone out there if I wanted to push them off a roof

I hate people who try to put you down

That is true our buildings aren't exactly tall

You know what I'd do if I was you Scar? Actually you prolly do, but I'm going to tell you anyway. They'd earn a big "Fuck you". And honestly that's the only way to deal with people who put you down. You can't let them bother you, cause they don't know what they are talking about.

My situation got more complicated.

D saw my face this morning. I hadn't sleep very much last night, and i looked like a break down was possible. Unfortunately he knows me to well...cause whenever i needed someone to lean on, it was always him, so it's like he has a sixth sense. So, he doesn't ask me what's wrong. He started falling into that old role. And it was like nothing ever happened... until he had to walk away... buggerfuck. But I did not puke in a school toliet today. Woot.

@ Leia... I uh totally knew that. :oops: If you ever are in DC you should. I live in Baltimore so the drive from here to there is like a half an hour.

@Kellie, Yeps I ish Kayleigh. *huggle*

@Andy I prolly wouldn't punch you in the face. I prefer kicking. lol

Oy. I'm sorry Kay. That's gotta be so hard. *snugs joo*

It wouldn't be so much easier if he was an ass.

But I got over Peter. I got over Daria. I can do this. *huggle* I need ice cream god dammit.